I'd much rather have the latter.
Of watching a scary movie (In this case "The Messangers") And seeing my friend collapse to the floor, I'd much rather have the latter. In a movie, you're running away to loose something... in this case, I was running towards something so it would not be lost. It seems silly to me now that I hid my eyes behind my left hand throughout half of the movie, seeing only the bottom right-hand corner of the screen, and then watching with wide eyes the horror of my best friend laying on the mall floor, her body shaking, unable to move her neck. She was dehydrated, we later found out while sitting in the hospital waiting room, but at the moment the event took place, it didn't matter what it was. My friend was unable to help herself, she was shaking, in pain and barely able to breathe. Her condition was superficial, but the impact it had on myself and my other friends was not comparable. And now, I realize, security gaurds at malls are, in the nicest way possible... assholes. At least, this one was. Our friend had just collapsed and of course we were going to crowd around her. It's human nature. But yelling and cussing for us to "back off" without asking calmly at first is unacceptable. If you ask me to do something, do it nicely. This younger security gaurd believed that because he had a flashlight, and a walkie talkie, it gave him the power to not only tell us what to do (Which he was fully in the power to do), but to do so in a way that was so overly unsensitive, he didn't even derserve any sort of authority by the way he was acting. So I finally couldn't keep quiet anymore and basically what I said was "you have your (insert bad word here) best friend on the floor, then you can tell me to back up" even though at the point I had already backed up as far as possible without backing up into a table. So the ambulance came and took her to the hospital (My friend Erica rode with her) and me, my friends shannon, matt, mikey and vinnie all went to the hospital to wait and see if she was okay. She was and we ended up staying at the hospital until 1:30 a.m., Jen was released at 3 a.m.
So that was my eventful Friday evening. I'd much rather be forced to watch the most horrifying movies ever made over and over then to ever have to live through the fear of having my best friend, my family, my life be put in danger, no matter how superficial the danger may be. It was the most horrifying thing, and I couldn't look away, I didn't want to because if I did I might not see something, like I was trying to hid away from while watching the movie.
Survivor! AAAAAND Anna Nicole Smith
Not only am I an avid anime viewer, I'm also a Survivor fanatic! So as of right now I'm pretty excited. The first episode of Survivor Fiji is coming on and it should be good! There's supposed to be some really crazy twists this season so I'm looking forward to them! Now the question comes up as to whether or not I'd do Survivor. No. Not likely. Only if I knew I was going to win the million dollars, which I wouldn't because well... I'm not very althetically inclined to do so. Now that doesn't mean I'm over weight... it just means that I'm lazy and physical activity isn't my fortay. But I might do something called "Outward Bound" at my school where you go on some sort of hiking nature thing for five days. Sounds cool, and I'm pretty sure I can rough out five days in the wilderness... I think. But so yeah, that's basically it on that subject. SO... on to the next one...
... ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIED. Yes. Yes she did. Most likely from some sort of drug overdose. Just a few months earlier, her son, Daniel died shortly after her daughter, Danielle (Why she picked those names so similar to each other for her children, I'll never know. But she was a crazy bitch so I suppose that counts for something), and her 13495798524 year old husband had died some months before her son. I definately think after the second person in her life died she should have wrapped some police tape around herself that stated "Caution. May cause unexpected death." Just so people would know to steer clear. I do feel bad for her daughter though. But somehow I'm wondering if quite possibly it may have been for the best... I don't think I would want to see how little Danielle would have turned out with her mom as her role model... Not only that, but poor little Danielle doesn't even know who her father is. Not only because she's a baby and doesn't understand any of this, but because Anna Nicole did not know exactly who impregnated her : \
Sad story really. Can't wait to tune in the for E! True Hollywood Story that's bound to happen (If one hasn't already) about the late Anna Nicole Smith.
Anywho, that was my babbling for this evening and tune in to watch Survivor Fiji! Yay! :D
Yesh. I had a lovely snow day today. Although this means us underclassmen don't get out before the seniors, it did remind me how wonderful snow days really are! Spectacular things really. So I spent my day looking up colleges... that was quite a task. Then I spent the remainder of the day just lazing around, trying to memorize a poem I must recite tomorrow. It's coming along well, just a few lines I get mixed up here and there is all.
I miss the snow days though, where all you did was wake up, get bundled up in your warmest attire and go outside for a fun day in the snow until you could no long feel your fingers and toes, your nose got all red and runny and due to all those layers you were unbelievably warm (Save for those fingers and toes). Then you'd come in for a nice hot cup of cocoa (Mine was always homemade by my dad... he always made the best ^-^). But, we big kids don't go outside anymore... not that there was even enough snow on the ground to actually make a day such as that one.
So tomorrow I will be back in school, waiting for another snow day. Hope my poem recitation goes well! Later days!
So Tired! My friend and those things they call boys :D
I'm pretty much tired of this year already... and it hasn't even started yet. Recently I've learned one of my dear friend's is going to be moving over the summer to Pennsylvannia, and will be graduating early, thus being robbed of her senior year in highschool. To that, I say to her parents, you are selfish. You did not take into consideration this daughter, nor the other two children in your family. One will have to start in a new elementry school and the other will be forced to leave her boyfriend who she seems to be quite content with. Or perhaps I'm simply being selfish in wanting to keep my friend here. But then again, who wouldn't? After four years of friendship, it will be something of difficultly to get over, and I doubt I ever will.
On another subject... I'm tired of these things called boys. No. That does not mean I'm going lesbian or have such the intention. I'm simply not going to try any more. It's too tiring. And we all know how unbelievablely lazy I can be. My plan of action in this department is to let things come when they do, and let them leave when they want. Say for example, a boy asks me out in order to get to know me better or if they already know me well enough, see if anything between us will occur. Me, not wanting to be completely on the negetive about it, will most likely say yes if I so have the desire or interest in you. And here's the big one guys... listen up REAL closely... if you do NOT have that sort of interest in me after we go on a date or have been talking or whatever... LET ME KNOW! It's not that hard. I'd much rather know you don't like me and be less hurt for you not liking me, then by me acting like a complete fool showing you that I like you, and then finding out that you actually don't like me and me be even more hurt than you just out right telling me. That made sense, correct? Good.
Now. That may (or may not) seem like a lot to you, but it is. I've left out the little details of this, that add up. Of course there's school and the such that is on just about everyone's plate, so I find it best not to go into such details. Anyways, that's how I feel. If you have any suggestions for any problems I've presented here... let me know. I'm open to just about anything at this point because I'm just about tired of trying. =D
zOMG O .o Where have I been
Wow, uh... long time huh? Eh-heh. But really. It's not my fault. I can only get on the computer at my moms house and seeing as how she's not living at her house... it's just a bit difficult to get on. Right? That makes sense. Anyhow, not much has really happened over my tmie being gone. What a suprise! I would really like to change my layout, but unfortuantly, I just don't have the things necessary to do so anymore. I could always re-use some of my older ones, right? But that's no fun. Oh well. Well... let's see what to say, what to say. Not that people actually read these ramblings. If you do, well aren't I lucky? ^_^ Let's see. Well as for my anime intrest, I'm really into reading Ranma 1/2 and Angel sanctuary. Unfortuantly I don't have a job and therefore no monies and that means no manga! excellant. I watched Memoirs of a Geisha last night. Excellant movie. I also watched Walk the Line. Also a very good movie. If you haven't seen either of the two. Do it. You won't regret it, honest :o
Let's see here... school's good. Nothing much to complain about there except of this lousy excuse for a "spring-break" Phh. three days off from school plus the weekend isn't much of a break in my opinion. But hey, better than nothing, right? I can't wait until summer though. I'm going to North Carolina and I couldn't be happier! I get to take a friend this year so hopefully that'll make it even better. It's starting to get warmer outside thankfully. I don't think I can take being cold any longer.
But yeah. I really want to start updating more often here. And I'm afraid I have surrendered to the "myspace" fad. I don't do much with it. If you don't have one, don't waste your time getting one. But if you wanna see what I look like you can ask me and I'll give you the link to my site, kay ^_^
Oh yesh! I got my braces off too! I'm so happy. Anyways, guess I don't have much of anything left to say. I'll try to update more, but don't hold it against me if I don't, kay? Later!
